This aching heart yearns on

This Aching Heart Yearns On

A lot of things has happened,
To my body heart and soul,
A lot of things I've said and done,
Due to feelings I couldn't control;

Love was my disaster,
The chlorofluorocarbon of my heart,
Tearing all that I had left,
That I could not end or start;

Yet I continued onward,
Staggered into your arms wide,
And even though the face was new,
I again was thrown aside;

You could call it blasphemed,
But that I would not say,
Perhaps it's because I think to myself,
We'll be together again one day;

These thoughts I have are foolish,
They never can be true,
Still I wish that future come,
It will be me and you;

Nevertheless I know your feelings,
For me were not the same,
So I got over you slowly,
Even though they still remain;

I'll continue to crawl forward,
Along the winding road,
Whatever steps are on the way,
I'll follow my heart's code.