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I suffer in solitude not knowing what to do next

Which path to choose

Words escape me and I find describing what’s in my heart impossible

Absence no longer makes the heart grow fonder it makes me indifferent

I coarse through each day trapped in circumstance

My heart has no purpose my feelings numb

Not one to put myself first always thinking of the needs of others

I long for being alone for being in company is lonely

My mind a mirage, my body motionless

Wanting to run to infinity

Longing for a meaningful embrace

A lasting connection

But thought is suicide and putting myself first means hurt for others

My values make honesty hard

But with courage will come happiness

As the tears fall

Take this as your sign

Take this as your sign...

You defy your unequalled beauty, shielded behind a cascade of doubt

Don't. You're transcendent in every way

The future can be daunting, casting mist to a clear pathway
Don't be afraid. You can be everything you want and in all that you are


Masked scars with hidden truths can question your existence
Don’t look back. Remember, accept it, move forward

Longing for fulfilment from the unknown
Don’t ponder in uncertainties. Reflect, build, dream, persevere

Remind yourself that in darkness there is light
I’ve never known the mesmerising sky to apologise

Whenever you feel perishable, a burdened shell of being
Call on me, find catharsis in my wake

You’re not alone, you matter, I care

One More Day

One More Day..

Lost in thought you wonder

And the sea of doubt casts through your unsuspecting façade

Silence erupts with an explosion knocking at your self-worth

Numb but full of adrenaline, staring at a blank canvas

Passion unforgiving, a snare to circumstance

Identity impalpable

Shielded restraint, a double-edged sword

Immobilised

Too loyal to follow through

Relief transcends as a way through the darkened shadows

And thought turns to Goodbyes

Forgive for all thoughtlessness, it’s not for lack of gratitude, or tries

The subtly of a chained soul willows with transparency

A gust clearing a wearied mind

Time transcends, sitting tight for the will of confidence

Stop.

An entity holding you back

Strength musters another day