Farewell

Goodbyes aren't always easy, in fact they're not at all,
But they lead us to another life after we've struggled with a fall,
Decisions aren't fair either when choosing the rihht path to follow,
Especially when a life like mine has been left feeling empty and hollow,
I've always followed my heart to the very last string,
But to listen to a shattered heart of which you are belonhing?
No matter my decision I love you abd always will be in,
I'll not want to find another no matter how much you will,
But I understand your weary soul may not wish for me,
So i've stepped back and let you live unwillingly,
I've mustered tries from every angle to get you to want to love again,
But no matter my wants to hold you as mine you've not been the same since then,
You may return to see my things but please do not be fooled,
I've no need for such materials, I've no need for food,
The day you broke out from my life you left a gaping hole,
Where you were once belonging to my very soul,
No other can compete to the way that I love you,
There will be no one past, prescent or new,
Because no matter how or when you feel or wherever you may be,
It's you that I'm in love with so I'm screwed quite frankly,
I have to learn to think with my head which is something I've never done,
And I fear this new thinking will mean that I'll be gone,
Because loving you is one thing but seeing you every day,
Without a touch or whisper I'm better miles away,
You'll be in my thoughts daily as you will at night,
And your ever growing happiness I hope to bring some delight,
My wary heart grows weaker and the tears are harder to prevent,
Although for the reasoning I know they are well spent,
Goodbyes aren't always easy however great or small,
And will this time be much harder given I'm in love with you after all